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*Sigh* Work sure is boring. I've decided that I like my myspace... but livejournal is "a little" more secretive. It's sort of hard to find me. Well ... using my wit I found a friend of mine's journal but I'm special. I dunno. Not much has really been happening other than the fact that I'm PMSing and bitchy. I feel bad. It's like I expect Brad to know what to do after only a few weeks of dating. It's unfair. I'm so used to having a boyfriend who has been a boyfriend for years that I forget. Not to mention I feel like I've known Brad for years. Meh. I'm horrible. He's so busy and I'm so selfish. I can't expect him to change his life for me overnight. It just doesn't work that way... and I most definitely wouldn't do it. I was thinking about earlier this year and how no man could pry me from my band obligations and therefore I didn't date. I just said no. That made me realize I was being a bit irrational about him. I just like having a phone call to see how he's doing or to say hi. When I like someone I think about them a lot and what we can do together and when I experience things I want to share it with them. If too much stuff builds... I'll burst with talkativeness... and that's overkill. haha. I feel like crap. *Deep breath* I'm probably just bored.